Thursday, February 10, 2011
{ 6:46 AM }
I may seem optimistic, but I'm thinking about it more than anyone else. Because I don't go around saying it, does that mean that I'm happy about it? Some people just unknowingly hurt others and they don't know. I don't know why I'm so angsty nowadays. I think my tolerance level is reaching it's limit. School work, those publicity stuff coupled with not enough sleep and someone that keeps getting on my nerve, I'm going to go mad! Sometimes I feel that I am very sacarstic, bitter, unaccomodating and gossipy (because I told my friends about what happened:P But I didn't edit anything ok! I'm just telling whatever that happened.), but I just can't help it. I need to get it out of my chest. Even as I confided in people, I couldn't really tell them exactly how I am feeling. I could only say part of the things out, not all. I still feel so angry with all those things (including that someone), angry with myself, angry with my life..Overall, I'm just sour and bitter.
However, I feel so guilty being angry with that someone because generally she's a nice person. Just that sometimes, just sometimes that person irritates me. I guess that person also don't know that he/she is irritating me. He/She just touched a sore part of me.
Dear Angel, [if you ever exist and I still believe you do:)] please help me make everything better.